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2008-06-04 Wed 21:15
It was just a little incident...
Don't understand why become like this today...
I understand sometimes I get a bit impatient...
And sometime maybe lose my nerves
Everyone said she needs to calm down...
but I feel very hurt about her reaction to yesterday's incident
I actually would haven't felt so hurt if this didn't happen this week...
This week is the most pressuring week...
I need continuing talks to someone to make me go in high tension mode
And I so hung up with someone...
The worst thing when u get so hung up with someone,
u will feel very hurt when there is cold war happening on....
I know I'm very very sensitive...
I like to observe people's reaction..
Someone once told me that u live so much easier if u don't consider other people too much
But I can't..I'm used to put myself in the opposite situation..
Yuki chan today said that it's good that I think about my friends' feeling
but the worst part if u think so much,
U get to stress about a lot of things..
I think some day I will get mad
As most people reading this should have know my past...
That event had really affected me up to now...
I have been trying to avoid this kind of stuff happening...
but it seems might be I'm not a really good friend afterall....
AM I REALLY SUCH A FAILURE TO BE A FRIEND?
I want to go HOME QAQ
2008-04-18 Fri 23:17
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PLS BE AWARE OF THE LANGUAGE USED BELOW....