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Heart breaking
2008-06-04 Wed 21:15
It was just a little incident...
Don't understand why become like this today...
I understand sometimes I get a bit impatient...
And sometime maybe lose my nerves
Everyone said she needs to calm down...
but I feel very hurt about her reaction to yesterday's incident
I actually would haven't felt so hurt if this didn't happen this week...
This week is the most pressuring week...
I need continuing talks to someone to make me go in high tension mode
And I so hung up with someone...
The worst thing when u get so hung up with someone,
u will feel very hurt when there is cold war happening on....
I know I'm very very sensitive...
I like to observe people's reaction..
Someone once told me that u live so much easier if u don't consider other people too much
But I can't..I'm used to put myself in the opposite situation..

Yuki chan today said that it's good that I think about my friends' feeling
but the worst part if u think so much,
U get to stress about a lot of things..
I think some day I will get mad

As most people reading this should have know my past...
That event had really affected me up to now...
I have been trying to avoid this kind of stuff happening...
but it seems might be I'm not a really good friend afterall....
AM I REALLY SUCH A FAILURE TO BE A FRIEND?

I want to go HOME QAQ
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just sent sms to you but i will leave comment anyway XD
ma....i m like that as well ne
i like to observe people's reaction
and when u realize s/he is mad at you and stuff
i get stressed and wonder what did i do wrong|||

anyway i talk and send sms to you regard to this incident....
and the main point is
YOU ARE SUCH A GOOD WONDERFUL ADORABLE FANTASTIC PRECIOUS FRIEND!!!!
no one ever said u are a bad friend!
you are my best friend yo! *huuuuugs*
ah hazukashi///

you are going home soon ne <3
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